Cleric K wrote: ↑Wed Apr 28, 2021 6:10 pm
There are no "persons" other than the meanings of our thoughts. I understand that you want to clearly distinguish our thoughts and the meanings that they may
unlawfully add (read - fantasize) to perceptions but I don't see how can you so lightly drop the reality of the fact that our thoughts confront something persistent within consciousness. I don't intend for a 'person-in-itself' (Platonic or otherwise) but it's more than clear that our perceptions and thoughts confront constraints beyond our immediate control in the face of the person. In certain sense there's something of a mystery within consciousness which we approach with our perceptions and thoughts and call it 'person'. Through our thinking we touch and feel the mystery of the person. Whether we look at photograph, in person, or in thought, we can clearly distinguish that we are addressing
the same mystery that we call a person (and not just any person but a particular individual).
So I'm unclear what exactly you imply with
but there is no other reality to them that we can find otherwise. Do you mean that our thoughts are all that exist about what we call reality (that is there's no depth in it). Or you mean that we can never know anything more about reality besides our thoughts about it?
Yeah, we are going back to this whole discussion about what is "self" (which we did already a few times).
I call the "reality" this ever-present flow of alive and aware qualitative conscious experience here and now. I assume it is not limited to the experiences in my field of experience, but includes unknown number of the fields of experience of other beings (including divine ones) and some deeper layers of collective sub-conscious and super-conscious and more. But everywhere it is the same kind of the flow of conscious experience, a flow of all sorts of qualia, always united into the wholeness of the experience. All ideas and meanings, whether rational and expressed in words, or deep, subtle and intuitive, are also inseparable parts of this flow or qualitative conscious reality, and in that sense they are also real but are simply qualia of experience. All of it is still the flow of qualia all across and everywhere. Can you even imagine anything you could ever experience that would be experienced not as a quale? We think we experience "things" (whether material, or astral or spiritual, or "persons", "ideas", "selves" etc), but in fact all that we experience are qualia, but we simply ignore that obvious fact and make ourselves believe that we actually experience some "realities" other than the qualia.
Now, the only thing I can find or know in that flow about "persons" (the "selves" of other people and my own "person"/"self") is my ideas and meanings about them. I certainly have an idea of my "self", or an idea of a "person" on my relative's photo. These ideas are definitely real, and they are not simply rational, but sort of intuitive. It is not simply a "thought" about myself, it's a "sense" of self. But it doesn't really make much difference, it is still a meaning/idea, just with some "depth" to it. But I can not find any evidences that there is some other layer of reality to theses "selves" other than this idea/sense of self. We typically experience this sense of self very consistently so that we develop a belief that it represents some "real and permanent entity of self" behind this sense. But as a result of the Buddhist practice I was able to see that such "sense of self" is actually not permanent and can appear and disappear, so it is essentially just an idea and is really no different than any other qualitative phenomena of conscious experience with always-impermanent content. So, you said "reality of the fact that our thoughts confront something persistent within consciousness", but based on my experience it is not persistent at all, it is impermanent. Is there any other truly permanent and persistent "layer" to the reality of self or "Self" that I'm not aware of? Possibly, I can't prove that there is not, but I have no evidence of that whatsoever, just like I have no evidence of the existence of a flying spaghetti monster, even though I have no way to prove that it does not exist. But I just don't think this whole question about "self" is so relevant after all. I think the "self" is extremely overrated (exactly because we are so much concerned about our "self" and all that pertains to it). Once such neurotic concern is gone, this whole question about the reality of "self" becomes no so important. The flow of conscious experience (that we call "life") goes on with all its amazing experiences and discoveries without requiring any "self" that those experiences would pertain to.
The only persistent thing I found in my quest of spiritual science is the persistence of the existence and awareness/experiencing in this flow of qualia. It is always present/exists and is always experienced, as a whole, and each particular qualia has that aspect of presence and experiencing. The qualitative content of this flow always changes, including these senses of "self" and all ideas and perceptions, but the presence and awareness never change. Not that I ascribe any extraordinary significance to this fact. It's just a fact. But if we want to find anything persistent and permanent in the reality of the world we experience, then the only thing permanent and persistent that I found is this - presence and experiencing (existence-awareness). Amazingly many other people found that too, in the past and in the modern time, so I don't think I'm going insane.
Adyashanti - The Experience of No Self
Adyashanti - When Spirit Wakes Up