That's fine. In the next essays, there will also be some elements of SS. It will be interesting to see whether they will be followable. I guess that it won't be so easy.Güney27 wrote: ↑Sat Jun 21, 2025 4:50 pm Hey Cleric,
I can follow the phenomenological investigations of thinking in your essays and also experience what you are talking about. In this sense, they describe active processes of our consciousness that, in naive consciousness, do not enter the sphere of attention. With some practice and concentration (as well as the will to truly participate), anyone can, after some time, recognize how sympathetic and antipathetic "forces" or feelings influence our thinking and actions. Your phenomenological investigations begin with the "given" facts of the acts of consciousness (they attempt to make them conscious through description) and conclude with the interpretation that we should remain open to the idea that these acts of consciousness (the constitution of consciousness) have no limits (as we commonly assume) but possess cosmic depths and are contextualized through their hierarchical activity.
You do not discuss the concepts of SS in your essays. I cannot respond to how one should phenomenologically describe things that are far from the everyday consciousness of the average person. However, my goal is not to describe such phenomena; rather, I am open and interested in these phenomena as described by others, though I cannot personally judge their accuracy with certainty. Therefore, I cannot answer your question. Steiner speaks of cosmic evolution, higher beings in a hierarchical order, spiritual spheres, etc. I am skeptical about the claim that these things are phenomenologically accessible or that anyone who honestly reflects on them can sense their truth. I engage in these discussions not merely to criticize but also to learn. However, I believe one can too quickly become convinced of something and then label it phenomenological.
The problem is that the basic phenomenology that we are mainly engaged with here most of the time, can indeed be followed in an almost linear way. This is also why, whatever we do, things end up looking something like PoF in structure. This is not because of plagiarism but simply because we're following an inner development process, just like the books written on embryology by different authors would end up similar. However, when we begin to approach the deeper mysteries, one can say that there's still a somewhat linear direction of progress, but at each step we need to balance more and more aspects of the inner flow. We've often used this image to illustrate it:

When starting with basic phenomenology rooted in the experience of thinking, we can make very quick progress by moving forward in almost linear steps. Yet, we know how even this can be stubbornly resisted, and we have many examples on the forum. So if people are unwilling to connect two dots which are so obviously side by side that one must almost exert themselves to prevent seeing the connection, how much less likely are they to grasp things when they need to hold three and more dots within their field of attention and effortfully seek the center of gravity, so to speak?
This is not difficult only for the reader but for the writer too. The first chapters of the phenomenology always pour out almost by themselves, simply because they follow a lawful progression. When we begin to advance into Imagination, however, it becomes more and more impossible to find a linear path that gradually builds up step by step. This is a great source of torture for me because I constantly struggle to find such a linear progression (the bridge that also Federica seeks), but, alas, I constantly need to explain something which inevitably feels a little floating. The overarching intuition that elucidates the disparate things is only gradually developed as the seemingly isolated concepts and inner flow patterns begin to be grasped from within a more stable perspective that coheres them, just like the intuition of a fern leaf coheres the dot perceptions above.
This becomes even more difficult as we move toward Inspiration and Intuition. Basically, nothing that we speak out of the Intuitive depths of existence can make sense as an isolated data point. This is also why we should have an individual approach when speaking about such things to someone. Without the sense that there's a deeper center of intuitive coherence, what we say will always sound as mere metaphysical speculation if not something worse (maybe we've simply lost our mind?).
Thus, I predict that when in the coming essays the line begins to move from simple phenomenology toward the facts of deeper experience, you'll also feel that things move into the speculative. Unfortunately, there's no simple way around this. And that's the reason it takes me so long to complete them. I keep writing and deleting, seeking more and more gradual approaches. It is exhausting. And it is constantly followed by the shadow of dissatisfaction because I see the so many ways in which objections can be raised. Yet, if I simply try to correct for every objection, then the whole probing process is slowed down. While one pixel is substantiated at length, the reader has already forgotten about the previous. At the same time, if many dots are poured with just a few words, they will sound very cryptic and abstract.
I'm writing this to point your attention that the higher phenomenology is not merely about connecting 'higher' concepts to our familiar stream of sensory perceptions and their mental replicas. Rather, it's about finding a more and more stable center within the complicated dynamics and thus intuiting deeper flow curvatures within which our normal conscious experience (even if it is phenomenologically oriented) streams.
This is one aspect. It is normal that the intellect should seek this gradual approach. What was said does not negate such an approach but only shows that certain patience and persistence are required. That's why one still needs at least some karmic inclination. There's something that must be giving us the sense "Even though these data points seem abstract and fleeting, maybe it's still worth it to persist a little more." Those who dogmatically refuse to accept anything unless it builds up as a simple linear progression, where each next step can be completely constructed as a reorganization of what is already known from the past, will unsurprisingly never find the sense of deeper reality. That the demand for such a convenient and linear approach is completely arbitrary, is evident even from everyday experiences. Imagine that the baby was to refuse acquiring language unless it was somehow instilled as a simple linear progression of pre-cognitive experiences. This doesn't make any sense. Not only can we not teach language by providing a handful of axiomatic words and then somehow 'derive' all the language from there, but also the whole role of language is to provide the conceptual lattice into which higher-order intuitions of existence can find their reflection. This is the key, and the thing that is most severly resisted - that the higher phenomenological development is not about simply having more exotic intellectual concepts that we glue to existing bodily/sensory experiences, but that our whole being should continuously accommodate something new, something that cannot be derived as simple juxtaposition of past experiences.
So the first aspect is more technical - it's simply that the intellect is dissatisfied when it turns out that its familiar flow-patterns, following convenient linear pipelines, must be grown beyond. The second aspect is deeper and can be traced to more obscure specifics of soul life. With that said, can you identify what it is in your case that offers the greatest resistance? First, I want to say that I think it is very good that at this stage in your life, at this age, you are strengthening your thinking. In this sense, the fact that you are currently ambivalent about SS does not need to be seen as a problem at all. It may simply signify that at this stage your soul urges you to do more probing, to develop a strong grip on the cold, speculating intellectual activity. But it can nevertheless be interesting to examine the kind of resistance. Is it because you cannot follow the things into the supersensible in the step-by-step manner that the intellect expects? Or is it that you have deeper feeling-resistance to some of the ideas that emerge from SS, such as karma, reincarnation, the evolutionary epochs, the hierarchy of nested forms of being, and so on?