Guney, I would like to add an illustration to what Ashvin wrote.Güney27 wrote: ↑Tue Mar 08, 2022 10:14 pm About our activity is meaning, which expresses itself in thought form.
My first question is, if thoughts are part of my world content, and are not separate, but only come about through thought, and the thoughts are expressions of meaning, then who am I?
The thoughts are there.
Who thinks? isn't this all happening in my consciousness? Often thoughts come without my will. So am I not the perceiving one?
2. when people say you use thoughts or you think, who is meant?
We also work purely phenomenologically, so ontology is metaphysics etc. just a thought-analyzed and conceptualized version of the content of consciousness, which is actually worthless.
However, this conceptualized version works very well (technology).
What exactly is meant by the statement: we must make the thought process its own object?
Let's start by saying that Eastern teachings are fully correct when saying that there's nothing in our world of perceptions to which we can point and say "That's me" (and this includes thoughts, that is, there's no thought which we can utter which is us). So we should really be on guard any time we find ourselves trying to identify with something perceptible. There's great wisdom in the words "Exit 20:4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth." Of course, this shouldn't be misunderstood and lead us to the other extreme where we reject the given experience of feeling like a coherent emitter of spiritual activity and perceiver. There's difference between knowing (being conscious) of our existence and trying to behold it as perception.
The safest way to approach this important question is to point our attention to our living thinking activity. Then we can recognize that we are in the fullest sense only that which is continually becoming at every instant. Thinking is becoming - we transform from 'frame to frame' according to the idea that we want to manifest in words.
This sounds very restrictive at first. What about our body, our feelings, our desires? Are we not all those things? Well... depends on what we imply. Let's build a metaphor.
Imagine a spring. The flow of the water is the image of the flow of our spiritual activity (most lucidly experienced in thinking). Our activity is not the water (the stream of thoughts that we perceive) but it is much rather the invisible force which guides the flow. Water flows through our perspective and continues downstream, which represents the past. As an analogy, let's imagine that we think a small eddy. As the water passes through our vantage point it is shaped by our activity (which we can imagine acts as magnetic field over iron filings) and as it continues downstream and we perceive the eddy, we say "this is my thought". The point of this analogy is that our thought perception (for example verbal thought) is not what our spiritual activity 'looks like'. The thought is the imprint of our activity into the perceptual time flow. For this reason, another very common metaphor is that our thoughts are like dead snake skins that are continually being shed from our spiritual activity. Yet our activity is not identical to the skin. The skin is only shaped by our activity and then cast away.
The goal of these analogies is to help us become comfortable with knowing ourselves through our real-time thinking activity and not by trying to identify with some of the dead husks that have been already separated from thinking. So we know our meaningful spiritual activity by direct intuition but we perceive the effects of our activity only once they become imprinted into the environment. This is contained also in Genesis where the Elohim first do and only then see that it was good.
The other important thing is that the ways in which we can employ our spiritual activity are constrained by the current shape of the river bed. But on the other hand, the way we employ our activity has the possibility to alter the water flow, which can influence the shape of the river bed and thus the future flow. So things are swirling into unity here. On one hand the shape of the river bed constrains the water flow, and thus the possible thoughts we can impress into that flow. On the other hand through our activity we can gently change the water flow, which slowly erodes the river bed in specific ways and changes the future flow, which allows us to employ our activity in even newer ways and so on.
This is a very pleasant image for meditation. It is almost literal Imagination and it is relatively easy to be brought to life. If we manage to enter into the depth of this image, we'll have a very powerful tool to orient ourselves in the flow of our existence.
When the image is understood properly, on one hand it helps us to be safe from trying to identify with the perceptual elements. Instead we can say "All this that I perceive in me is the gradual accretion of my past spiritual activity. The thoughts that I think now, the feelings that I feel, the actions that I do are constrained by what has been prepared in time. For many lifetimes I've been slowly modifying the 'river bed' such that now my activity flows in time in the way I witness it. At the same time I know that with every act of thinking, feeling and willing, I'm modifying the environment and preparing the river bed of the future. It is up to me to develop a high ideal and work in such a way that my current activity, prepares the future river bed which will allow me to unfold my activity in even more free, wise and loving way."
Seen in this way, our body, our desires, our beliefs, etc. are not us but at the same time they are accretion of our activity. So in this sense they are the living conditions which we have prepared for ourselves in the past. This in itself should be making it clear that if we want our future conditions to be conducive for our high aspirations, we need to work now.
And as a last remark it should be noted that no perception is entirely of our own making. Everything is superposition of collective work. There are things where our activity is the prime contributor, like the thoughts that we think fully consciously, but there are countless factors which must also be there in order to hear the thought. We're not directly responsible for the language in which we think, we're not directly responsible to the sound of the voice, for the structure of our body etc. In our metaphor, we can say that we're not directly responsible for the water and the rocks. So there are countless other factors for which other beings are responsible, yet our activity contributes something to that totality, we imprint something unique in it.